Fitting In, It Doesn’t Work For Me

Hey guys and gals. I have been working on narrowing down a topic for a research paper this semester. Now that I’m not working (see my last post) I have had more time to really think about this. And I know I will have much more time to devote to making this a kick ass…

Liberation

I quit my job Friday. With no plan. No real idea of what I will do for income. But I taught myself something in the process. Liberation comes when you finally stand up for yourself. It’s a very liberating feeling when you finally stand up for yourself. When you finally say enough is enough and…

Confessions of a Slut

Soooo, it’s been a while guys. Life has been keeping me busy as hell. As much as I’ve wanted to write, I haven’t. And I know I suck as a person. I bet you’re wondering what that title up there is all about. Well….. here goes nothing. I love sex. I love variety. I love…

Daily Prompt: Core

Here I am, yet again, agonizing over the hurt you caused me. The pain deep in my core that you inflicted. A song comes on; something new, but yet it makes me think of you. It is a song about addiction, the desire to remain sober because the drunk version constantly thinks of that person….

What Month Is It? What Day Is It??

Is anyone else noticing a fucking trend here in 2018? Is it just me or are the days, weeks, and months just flying by? I swear it was just New Year’s Eve!!! What the actual fuck? So I feel like I literally just made all my credit card payments and paid bills that I’m suddenly…

My Sexuality

Since I was about 6 years old, I knew that I was attracted to both boys and girls. I found a few of the girls in my class to be quite pretty. When mentioning it to my mother, she quickly let me know that I should only like boys. I was allowed to think girls…

Shit Happens

Wow. What a shit week this has been. Fuck, it’s only Tuesday. Migraine from hell since yesterday afternoon. Busy work schedule. And a crazy household to attend to. Tonight, my eldest is stressing me over getting a car. She just got her license a week and a half ago. Then, before bed time, my youngest…

1.0-It Don’t Hurt Like It Used To

There was once a soundtrack to my time with 1.0. Songs about love, longing, desire, and joy. Then the songs turned to sadness, anger, frustration, and sorrow. It seems as though I have shifted in my healing over that whole situation as I’ve now noticed my soundtrack surrounding him is more leaning towards healing. I…

A Dream Analysis

I had this crazy ass dream on Thursday night. I don’t generally dig too deep into my dreams and attempt to analyze them, however, this dream was too strange not to analyze. Bear with me, I swear it will make sense in the end.  I was with a guy. We were walking down the street,…

Therapy Notes: Late From Last Week (Part 2)

Hey guys. As I’m sure you realize, I have a lot going on in my world and I have been pretty absent from the blogging world. I’m really sorry I haven’t been posting, reading, or commenting on anyone’s blogs. I’ve just really lost interest in most things that brought me joy previously. Therapy is bringing…